pengakhiran dan permulaan

pengakhiran.....

pengakhiran 2008 ditutup dgn pemergian nenek kpd isteriku....
sedikit perasaan ralat hinggap ke jiwa kami berdua kerana kami tak sempat melawat nenek semasa Hari Raya Haji....
nenek memang dah sakit tua pun dari pertengahan 2008 lagi...
tak larat nak jaga dirinya sendiri...jadi mak su atau mak mentua aku sendiri yg bergilir-gilir jaga dia....
mak su cerita kat kami.....orang terakhir yg nenek sebut-sebut n cari sebelum meninggal dunia ialah kami suami isteri....
"che su, mu royak kat kak anis ngan abe ahmad, jago cicit aku elok elok"
itulah antara kata-kata terakhir nenek sebelom menghembuskan nafasnya....

kami selalu ingat dekat nenek....neneklah yang merestui perkahwinan kami...

kami suami isteri cuma mampu kirimkan doa serta ayat-ayat Al-Quran untuk nenek.....

jadi untuk rakan-rakan yg browse blog nih.....satu peringatan n pengajaran bagi saya sendiri serta kita semua:

luangkanlah masa bersama ahli keluarga bila berkesempatan...kita tidak tahu bila mereka akan dijemput menghadap Yang Maha Esa......

"the only certainty in life is death........we are merely passengers on Allah's earth"

"we are but shadows and dust....shadows and dust, Maximus" Proximus to Maximus, from the film 'Gladiator'.

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....dan permulaan....

2009......i've just turned 29, n will turn 30 by year's end!

phew.....30 TAHUN BEB!

haha....rasa macam nak tergelak jer.......30 years old....and yet.....all my old friends say that I am still the same person from my school and university days!

with every passing year, our time on the face of the earth shortens....makin suntuk masa kita untuk buat apa yang kita nak.....so far:

bapak is showing positive results on his ongoing radiotherapy sessions..alhamdulillah...however, he is wheel chair bound now for his own comfort....he still walks around the house, but will use the wheelchair whenever he goes out shopping. the cancerous cells are affecting the part of his brain for balance, so bapak has a hard time standing. kadang-kadang nak terjatoh. hopefully his condition improves in 2009, insyaAllah...

my wife and I are very keen and nervous to receive the birth of our baby. la ni tengah nak register kat government hospital, sebab aku tak nak kene pow dengan private hospital! la ni tengah tengok2 baby car seat, baju, stroller dan yg sewaktu dengan nyer.....2009 will be the year I become dad...ready or not, baby will come by April 2009, insyaAllah.....aku stended la, redah jer...hehe

me? i just want a better job n salary, n give the best possible life to my wife n baby...

2009......what will u bring?

before I forget, happy nu year to all!