heh.....aku blur la 2 minggu nih...
mana tak nyer....minggu lepas aku dikhabarkan bapak aku masok hospital....
mula-mula, abang aku cakap untuk mulakan dialysis treatment...
tapi....bila dah buat medical check up....rupe-rupenyer.....orang tua aku didapati menghidap kanser paru-paru
kanser tersebut berada di tahap keempat....tahap tertinggi utk penyakit kanser....dan telah merebak ke bahagian otak bapak ku....
aku tak tau nak cakap aper beb masa nurse tu cakap ngan aku.....yang aku tau, aku balik kampong secepat yang boleh, bawak bini aku sekali....
do you know what to say or do when someone gives you news like this?
please do tell me, for I surely dont have a clue.....tersandar kejap aku kat dinding masa nurse tu cakap 'cancer stage 4'.....
tunggu punya tunggu.....sekarang kami adik beradik masih lagi bincang macam mana nak beritahu bapak tentang keadaannya (he doesnt know), and whether to do chemotheraphy on the old man or not.
with chemo? life expectancy meningkat ke 3 hingga 5 tahun
without chemo? life expectancy between 6 months to 1 year......
for the first time in my life, i wished the doctor was wrong....
aku sekarang hanya mampu mendoakan kesihatan bapak aku je la....di samping tu, aku tengah berusaha carik cara-cara lain untuk mengubat kanser nih. so, kalo sesaper ada tau caranya, sila sila laaaa reply post aku nih.....
pelik kan.....saat isteri ku mengandung masuk bulan ketiga, bapak ku pulak tiba-tiba tak sihat
how ironic.....
aku harap bakal anakku nanti boleh ditimang oleh datuknya...............
Friday, September 19, 2008
Friday, September 05, 2008
kuingatkan dh habis semak, rupenye makin semak
heh
beb...wa ingat dh lepas race bulan 8, dh boleh nk rilexxx
rupe rupenyer.....bertambah kesemakan kepala.....
maleh la nk citer....cukup kalo aku cakap, tk berbaloi penat lelah dan pengorbanan aku sepanjang bulan ogos
pa pe pun, aku tgh usahakan mintak keje lain
cubaan di bulan puasa?
ntahlah beb.......hangin satu badan, rasa macam nk pukol orang jer!
heh....buat masa ni, aku cuba untuk bersabar jer la....tapi aku takkan berganjak dr pendirian aku
hmmm....baek aku balik umah, ambik isteri aku.....kepale pun tk semak
tihihihihihhihi
by the way, before i forget:
SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA kpd semua muslimin dan muslimat
pose la dulu, jgn la ingat raya
takde maknenyer raya kalo tk pose atau pose tu byk kecacatan...kekekekeke
beb...wa ingat dh lepas race bulan 8, dh boleh nk rilexxx
rupe rupenyer.....bertambah kesemakan kepala.....
maleh la nk citer....cukup kalo aku cakap, tk berbaloi penat lelah dan pengorbanan aku sepanjang bulan ogos
pa pe pun, aku tgh usahakan mintak keje lain
cubaan di bulan puasa?
ntahlah beb.......hangin satu badan, rasa macam nk pukol orang jer!
heh....buat masa ni, aku cuba untuk bersabar jer la....tapi aku takkan berganjak dr pendirian aku
hmmm....baek aku balik umah, ambik isteri aku.....kepale pun tk semak
tihihihihihhihi
by the way, before i forget:
SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA kpd semua muslimin dan muslimat
pose la dulu, jgn la ingat raya
takde maknenyer raya kalo tk pose atau pose tu byk kecacatan...kekekekeke
Monday, August 18, 2008
kepala semak la beb!
hehehe
spt biasa, posting aku dimulakan dgn komen....lamanyerrrr aku tk blogging!
tihihihihihihihi
well, that tells u one thing's for sure....i'm damn busy! (nothing new there, rite? :P)
kompeni aku sponsor kete utk masok racing...walaupun pada mula nyer dh konpem tk jadik...tak tau camner, buleh jadik la pulak
aku la yg jadik hero, gagahkan diri utk siapkan apa2 yg patut...
penat beb....hampir setiap hari kua masok Sepang
call org tu, arrange mende nih....more than 1o hours spent working on all issues almost every day....
AKU PENAT LA BEB! robot pun boleh malatop kalo hari2 perah!
tp, takpe....aku rembat n layan jerr selagi termampu....demi mencari sesuap nasi utk aku...isteriku....dan...jeng jeng jeng..........................
BABY DLM PEWUT ISTERIKU!!
hihi...yiihaaaaa
do u guyz have any idea how confusing the mix of emotions a husband can have when he knows that his wife is pregnant???
huhuhu....gembira sebab ader penyambong zuriat.....gelisah sbb risaukan isterinya (biasalah, first child...no experience at all!)......risau sbb nk carikkan duit lebey utk baby yg bakal tiba....kelam kabut sbb nk carik ilmu jaga isteri yg pregnant....
pergghhh...macam2 rasa beb....but happiness is the dominant mood!
aku takleh nk describe kt korang perasaan bila doc tunjok kat skrin ultrasound and cakap 'that's your baby'
hihihihihi...
pa pe pun, keadaan bini yg baru mengandung....ditambah kesibukan luar biasa utk urusan racing ni dh menaikkan tahap stress aku
yer laaaa....owang umah kt umah....awak dok kt sepang.....bukan sejam dua.....sampai sehari suntok wooo!
turun pagi...balik memalam buta!
dh la poning nk uruskan racing team...ditambah pulak risau ngan owang umah.....so....u might get a little picture of how stressful I am this month!
tu belom masok 'misi2 khas' aku utk carik mende2 yg owang umah kau idamkan...yerlaaa...org tua2 cakap, time mengandong nih, byk mengidam, kene beli....
pernah sekali tuh, dia mengidam nak makan hazelnut spread nutella.....aku pun redah ujan gi bukan satu, tapi DUA TESCO yg berdekatan ngan opis aku...
korang tau tak....aper punyer nasib....NUTELLA sumer abis stok kat DUA2 TESCO tuh!
ish ish ish......aku beli jer la aper yg ader....sib baik owang umah aku ok jer....dia bedal gak.....puas ati aku tgk dier makan
so, August 2008 is shaping up to be one helluva stressfull month
abis je racing racing nih.....AKU NAK RELAX LA BEB!
bole gile aku kalau tetiap bulan keje gini!
spt biasa, posting aku dimulakan dgn komen....lamanyerrrr aku tk blogging!
tihihihihihihihi
well, that tells u one thing's for sure....i'm damn busy! (nothing new there, rite? :P)
kompeni aku sponsor kete utk masok racing...walaupun pada mula nyer dh konpem tk jadik...tak tau camner, buleh jadik la pulak
aku la yg jadik hero, gagahkan diri utk siapkan apa2 yg patut...
penat beb....hampir setiap hari kua masok Sepang
call org tu, arrange mende nih....more than 1o hours spent working on all issues almost every day....
AKU PENAT LA BEB! robot pun boleh malatop kalo hari2 perah!
tp, takpe....aku rembat n layan jerr selagi termampu....demi mencari sesuap nasi utk aku...isteriku....dan...jeng jeng jeng..........................
BABY DLM PEWUT ISTERIKU!!
hihi...yiihaaaaa
do u guyz have any idea how confusing the mix of emotions a husband can have when he knows that his wife is pregnant???
huhuhu....gembira sebab ader penyambong zuriat.....gelisah sbb risaukan isterinya (biasalah, first child...no experience at all!)......risau sbb nk carikkan duit lebey utk baby yg bakal tiba....kelam kabut sbb nk carik ilmu jaga isteri yg pregnant....
pergghhh...macam2 rasa beb....but happiness is the dominant mood!
aku takleh nk describe kt korang perasaan bila doc tunjok kat skrin ultrasound and cakap 'that's your baby'
hihihihihi...
pa pe pun, keadaan bini yg baru mengandung....ditambah kesibukan luar biasa utk urusan racing ni dh menaikkan tahap stress aku
yer laaaa....owang umah kt umah....awak dok kt sepang.....bukan sejam dua.....sampai sehari suntok wooo!
turun pagi...balik memalam buta!
dh la poning nk uruskan racing team...ditambah pulak risau ngan owang umah.....so....u might get a little picture of how stressful I am this month!
tu belom masok 'misi2 khas' aku utk carik mende2 yg owang umah kau idamkan...yerlaaa...org tua2 cakap, time mengandong nih, byk mengidam, kene beli....
pernah sekali tuh, dia mengidam nak makan hazelnut spread nutella.....aku pun redah ujan gi bukan satu, tapi DUA TESCO yg berdekatan ngan opis aku...
korang tau tak....aper punyer nasib....NUTELLA sumer abis stok kat DUA2 TESCO tuh!
ish ish ish......aku beli jer la aper yg ader....sib baik owang umah aku ok jer....dia bedal gak.....puas ati aku tgk dier makan
so, August 2008 is shaping up to be one helluva stressfull month
abis je racing racing nih.....AKU NAK RELAX LA BEB!
bole gile aku kalau tetiap bulan keje gini!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
a little bit of politics wouldnt hurt, rite?? :P
hehe...its april already
i've not been blogging....the whole of march was like a rush of adrenalin
first thing, the 12th Msian elections
for someone who is not into politics, i managed to stay up until 4.00am to look at the results of the election
why?
because i still remembered the image of Dr. Koh Soo Kun announcing that the Barisan Alternatif had won control of Penang!
it was surreal...and as the nite passed.....I watched as Perak, Kedah and Selangor fell into the Barisan Alternatif
watching the poll results was way better than watching any movie or reality show that i've watched on TV or cinema in recent memory!
on a more serious note, I think it is a good wake up call to ALL politicians in the country. the voters have demonstrated their power (yeah baby!), and hopefully, this will ensure that all elected reps will do their jobs diligently.
over the month, it has been an interesting observing the aftermath of the elections. i've noted that people have been more open and direct in voicing their problems n concerns to the authorities. supporters of the opposition, or Barisan Alternatif, are no longer afraid to show their support in public.
...and i've also seen people jumping the bandwagon, supporting B.A because 'its the in thing to do nowadays'....hahahaha...posers....u can never get rid of them!
all positive development in my point of view....
then there was the UMNO fracass...calls for Pak Lah to step down, issues with the Mentri Besars for Perlis and Terengganu, finger pointing...etc...which was sad to see.
at a time when the party needs to be at its most united, these issues were the last thing that they needed!
my salute to Gerakan, especially Dr. Koh Soo Kun and MCA, for handling their losses well. UMNO would do well to learn how to take defeat gracefully from them.
now, I cannot comment much on UMNO (I am from Sarawak). however, I agree that the main issue with BN, generally, and UMNO, specifically, is that they lost touch with the people they represent.
on top of that, i do think that it was simply a case of BN resting on their laurels...
to those who won, congratulations. to those who lost, take it in your stride, and analyze yourself before u start pointing fingers.
the time for talking is over, now its time to walk your talk
i believe many Malaysians will be taking a real long, hard, detailed view of their elected reps for the next five years.
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went to inspect my newly built apartment last week
was a bit disappointed to find many defects, so i was not able to move in immediately
luckily, nothing serious....just a missing tile there, cracked tiles here, not enuff paint here, bla bla bla
do hope the developers will repair it urgently, as i simply cant wait to move in!
married life?
well, gaduh2 sekali sekala tu lumrah idup berumahtangga laaa.....plus i read somewhere that its good to have fights once in a while...tihihihihihihihi
i really like the companionship
my only regret in marriage is that i didnt get married earlier! tihihihihihihi
i've not been blogging....the whole of march was like a rush of adrenalin
first thing, the 12th Msian elections
for someone who is not into politics, i managed to stay up until 4.00am to look at the results of the election
why?
because i still remembered the image of Dr. Koh Soo Kun announcing that the Barisan Alternatif had won control of Penang!
it was surreal...and as the nite passed.....I watched as Perak, Kedah and Selangor fell into the Barisan Alternatif
watching the poll results was way better than watching any movie or reality show that i've watched on TV or cinema in recent memory!
on a more serious note, I think it is a good wake up call to ALL politicians in the country. the voters have demonstrated their power (yeah baby!), and hopefully, this will ensure that all elected reps will do their jobs diligently.
over the month, it has been an interesting observing the aftermath of the elections. i've noted that people have been more open and direct in voicing their problems n concerns to the authorities. supporters of the opposition, or Barisan Alternatif, are no longer afraid to show their support in public.
...and i've also seen people jumping the bandwagon, supporting B.A because 'its the in thing to do nowadays'....hahahaha...posers....u can never get rid of them!
all positive development in my point of view....
then there was the UMNO fracass...calls for Pak Lah to step down, issues with the Mentri Besars for Perlis and Terengganu, finger pointing...etc...which was sad to see.
at a time when the party needs to be at its most united, these issues were the last thing that they needed!
my salute to Gerakan, especially Dr. Koh Soo Kun and MCA, for handling their losses well. UMNO would do well to learn how to take defeat gracefully from them.
now, I cannot comment much on UMNO (I am from Sarawak). however, I agree that the main issue with BN, generally, and UMNO, specifically, is that they lost touch with the people they represent.
on top of that, i do think that it was simply a case of BN resting on their laurels...
to those who won, congratulations. to those who lost, take it in your stride, and analyze yourself before u start pointing fingers.
the time for talking is over, now its time to walk your talk
i believe many Malaysians will be taking a real long, hard, detailed view of their elected reps for the next five years.
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went to inspect my newly built apartment last week
was a bit disappointed to find many defects, so i was not able to move in immediately
luckily, nothing serious....just a missing tile there, cracked tiles here, not enuff paint here, bla bla bla
do hope the developers will repair it urgently, as i simply cant wait to move in!
married life?
well, gaduh2 sekali sekala tu lumrah idup berumahtangga laaa.....plus i read somewhere that its good to have fights once in a while...tihihihihihihihi
i really like the companionship
my only regret in marriage is that i didnt get married earlier! tihihihihihihi
Thursday, February 21, 2008
and life continues.....
hmmm......makin malas lak aku nk posting kat blog nih!
hehe....of course, the main reason would be to find a suitable time when yours truly can muster something out of this dead brain and type it out....something that very rarely happen during office hours!
dah end of Febuari dah nih...no matter how much i stop n realize that time passes me in an instant, it seems that the older i get, the faster time passes me by!
speaking of which, 2008 looks set to be the year of many undertakings
yg pertama sekali, huh, muntah darah gak aku kuarkan lump sum a few thousand ringgit utk settle legal fees umah baru aku!
kekekekeke....sonok gak rasanyer bila org cakap 'you can have the keys to your apartment'!
MY APARTMENT tuh!!!
mcm tak percaye lak dh ada umah sendiri!
kekekekekekeke....takyah la nk bayo duit sewa umah lagi! bak kata bapaku, baya umah sewa nih umpama masok angin, kuar asap!
secondly, the purchase of an apartment means some renovation works in the very near future, and filling it up with furniture
ye la....at least, kene pasang kipas angin, n grill for all access points.....kitchen utilities lagi, cabinets.....
belom lg masok katil low rise, king size yg aku idamkan tuh!
thirdly, the waja is showing its age.....gearbox dh nk kong, itu kene ganti, ini kene ganti....
niat di hati ni nk tuka kete.....n the most suitable would be the new saga
i'm mightily impressed with that car....masa launch arituh, aku bwk isteri n anak2 buah aku utk tgk.....kitorg nih sumer badan beso, jadi try la masok 4 org dlm tuh
not bad....good leg n shoulder room for 4 big adults! the fact that it has a sizeable boot, and very attractive pricing simply won me over.
the only problem is......the waiting list is 6 bloody months when i last enquired around 2 weeks ago!
ada gak salesman kat internet ni cakap waiting list dh turun ke 2 bulan!
tak tau la....tp, tgk la dulu. announcement pasal new Proton MPV for next year pun macam menarek gak....
i'll take my time to make up my mind....
in the meantime, kalo ada antara korang2 nih yg pakai saga baru, letak la comment kat sini yer!
hehe....pendek kata....2008 would be a year of spending!
pakcik gi buat financial planning dulu yer..tihihihihihihi
tatatititutu
hehe....of course, the main reason would be to find a suitable time when yours truly can muster something out of this dead brain and type it out....something that very rarely happen during office hours!
dah end of Febuari dah nih...no matter how much i stop n realize that time passes me in an instant, it seems that the older i get, the faster time passes me by!
speaking of which, 2008 looks set to be the year of many undertakings
yg pertama sekali, huh, muntah darah gak aku kuarkan lump sum a few thousand ringgit utk settle legal fees umah baru aku!
kekekekeke....sonok gak rasanyer bila org cakap 'you can have the keys to your apartment'!
MY APARTMENT tuh!!!
mcm tak percaye lak dh ada umah sendiri!
kekekekekekeke....takyah la nk bayo duit sewa umah lagi! bak kata bapaku, baya umah sewa nih umpama masok angin, kuar asap!
secondly, the purchase of an apartment means some renovation works in the very near future, and filling it up with furniture
ye la....at least, kene pasang kipas angin, n grill for all access points.....kitchen utilities lagi, cabinets.....
belom lg masok katil low rise, king size yg aku idamkan tuh!
thirdly, the waja is showing its age.....gearbox dh nk kong, itu kene ganti, ini kene ganti....
niat di hati ni nk tuka kete.....n the most suitable would be the new saga
i'm mightily impressed with that car....masa launch arituh, aku bwk isteri n anak2 buah aku utk tgk.....kitorg nih sumer badan beso, jadi try la masok 4 org dlm tuh
not bad....good leg n shoulder room for 4 big adults! the fact that it has a sizeable boot, and very attractive pricing simply won me over.
the only problem is......the waiting list is 6 bloody months when i last enquired around 2 weeks ago!
ada gak salesman kat internet ni cakap waiting list dh turun ke 2 bulan!
tak tau la....tp, tgk la dulu. announcement pasal new Proton MPV for next year pun macam menarek gak....
i'll take my time to make up my mind....
in the meantime, kalo ada antara korang2 nih yg pakai saga baru, letak la comment kat sini yer!
hehe....pendek kata....2008 would be a year of spending!
pakcik gi buat financial planning dulu yer..tihihihihihihi
tatatititutu
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
masakan isteri tercinta
hehehehe
dah dekat 2 minggu dah, aku dan isteriku makan kat umah
kekekekke
ye la, ambik kesempatan sale ujong2 tahun nih, byk mende2 murah
alhamdulillah, cukup perkakas basic utk memasak di rumah
malam tadi, isteriku masak spaghetti n wedges
pergghhh...sodap beb!
hati yg panas pun boleh sejuk pas makan!
kekekekekkek
kepada para isteri n bakal isteri di luar sana...jadikanlah pepatah org puteh ni satu panduan:
THE WAY TO A MAN'S HEART IS THROUGH HIS STOMACH
rerajinla memasak utk suami2 korang yg tercinta
nescaya tenang la para suami di luar sana...kekekekekkke
tak percaye?
coba try test
dah dekat 2 minggu dah, aku dan isteriku makan kat umah
kekekekke
ye la, ambik kesempatan sale ujong2 tahun nih, byk mende2 murah
alhamdulillah, cukup perkakas basic utk memasak di rumah
malam tadi, isteriku masak spaghetti n wedges
pergghhh...sodap beb!
hati yg panas pun boleh sejuk pas makan!
kekekekekkek
kepada para isteri n bakal isteri di luar sana...jadikanlah pepatah org puteh ni satu panduan:
THE WAY TO A MAN'S HEART IS THROUGH HIS STOMACH
rerajinla memasak utk suami2 korang yg tercinta
nescaya tenang la para suami di luar sana...kekekekekkke
tak percaye?
coba try test
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