of living n dying..

hmmm

satu je posting aku bulan lepas ekk??

huhuhuhu...malasnyerr!

raya dh lepas...2006 pun nk abis....

n memacam berlaku...

minggu lepas...aku eksiden time main trek...

huh..pedih gak luke kt lengan kiri n kanan aku nih!

tapi...adat racing la...jatoh eksiden nih

tiihihii...marah mem besau aku kt aku!

sib baik lesen utk racing tak ditarik balik! tihihihi

on a more sombre note...

a member of the family has been hospitalized n operated upon...

now he is fighting for his life in the ICU...

dh masok seminggu aku turun naik ICU...

praying n hoping 4 d best, preparing for the worst....

so...dlm minggu nih jer....aku dh 2 kali berhadapan ngan mati....

sekali aku sendiri jatoh, sekali lg tgk ahli keluarga berhadapan dgn mati...

y do i race?

because i have always wanted to race, because it gives me great, indiscribable satisfaction....

RACING MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE!!!!!!!!!

....n i have also understood that with racing, comes great, inherent risks that i readily accept...

n seeing a family member fighting for his life?

i can only hope n pray 4 d best....he is an inspiration to me....i sincerely hopes he gets through all these 4 the sake of his children....aku kesian kt anak2 sedara aku, kalo jadi pa per...it would be a tragedy...

bersedia kah aku nk jaga anak2 sedara aku if anything happens???????

entah...

for their sake, i better be ready for anything